Consistency

In between the long pause from December to today, July 2020, I learned lots of lesson.

Life -- within, and outside of me ... were crazy!

Outside? the world caught Corona Virus 19. It changes everything, everyone. Nothing and no one excluded.

Within? Failure happen (with the baby program, marital quarrel, etc), many disappointments ... out of sloppy decision, greedy ambition... these.. mixed with immaturity, brings a sorrowful heart and grumbling spirit.

After weeks experiencing those turmoil, I do realise, that it all goes back to my attitude on life and my maturity. Life is full of ups and down, if we let our peace and joy goes ups and down depend on the occurrence of our life, we will be as volatile.

It is either to change, and keep growing in Love, or to stay bitter.

I got back up. I realise, having a good mindset and a heart set to God, must be kept in consistency. I must continually work on it, consistently. 

If not --- setbacks will come, and soon I am at a place where I do not want, thinking: 

how the hell did I got here?

Life is a journey, keep developing a consistent habit of good lifestyle and good mindset, and peace + joy will remain during the journey, no matter what.

So it's been quite some time, where I consistently (ok, admit it, there were days where I skip):

- Sleep well

- Get up early, pray, exercise

- Consistently use & do the to do list in every area: personal life, household, work

- Have a devotional time with husband

- Read and ponder on the Bible

- Write the diary

- Learn by either read, watch or listen to good books, youtube video, or podcast.

This is my journey of life.

XOXO,

Beni on reflection.